It's done!

If you've been following me on Twitter you would have seen me boasting about my talent yesterday wtf.Hao lian lo cuz i can colour nais nais ma.

I like this the most! Cuz i like cartoon pigs, maybe.

Didnt quite edit the pics cuz i think the actual colour looks chio-er ehehe. The end product is actually about pasting everything onto a piece of paper. I HOPE MY KIDS LIKE IT!!

Oh didnt i say i got a job already?


P/S : Going to have one of my dreams come true. Will tell you more when IT REALLY DOES!

Hello.

Have a great day ♥

Passable

And so i passed my driving test last Wednesday hahaha been keeping quiet about it for these few days cuz i havent got my P licence. Supposedly i should have got it yesterday but my agent didnt call me mmm no idea why. Doesnt matter. Since no licence means no need to be a chauffeur yet! Kia si bo tan hua meh ban ban lai la.


Hehe yay me! Drove like saisai during my test, i must say im lucky that i didnt fail it hahaha. I blame the Viva. What do you know. I was dealing well with Kancil then BOOM, Viva. *dies a little inside* Though i'd been using a Viva for my QTI as well, this particular Viva was different. Maybe it's new?

BAH WHO CARES? Stay as far as it can be whenever you see me driving on the road!

Of light.

Signifying hope and happiness, even in the darkest hour. :)

February!

I've almost forgotten about Valentine's Day but alas, it's not like there's anyone i can celebrate it with, anyway. Lol.



Ignored the song cuz i was only watching the music video hahahaha. Dont give me that look kay cuz it's very sweet ma! Almost cried when they break up wtf but in the end make up so YAY, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY (in advance) !!


P/S : 柯震東 is coming to Penang lalala

D for Dragon!

Too occupied to blog! Cant even spare some time to reply texts properly wtf sorry ha. What with cousins coming back and reunion dinners and PLAYING BIG FAT LIAR and having home-made sushi and karaoke (hahahahaha) and work. Ahem. Not some kind of work you can think of, i bet. It requires erm, skill and talent and patience bla bla bla. Go ahead and guess but im not telling you. =P

Anyway, this is the first year im actually enjoying CNY so far! Cousins seem to be more fun and friendlier than they used to be BUT THEY'RE LEAVING ALREADY!!! T__T Haih i will miss you all.

Okay i gotta move my lazy butt to work already. AT THIS TIME OF THE DAY?? Ya lor. Lol.

I know it's kinda late to say HCNY now but it's only 初四 so it counts. Right???

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! HUAT AAAAAARRRRRRR!!!

Teehee.

IF.

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth that you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave you life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all you winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch - and - toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when nothing is in you
Except the Will which says to them : "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run-
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

-- Rudyard Kipling --

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As i was sitting on my bed wondering if McD is ever going to ring me up for an interview (and hire me duh), i have this sudden urge to do something lol. Thus i offer to help DoDo and she asks me to cut mangos.

Exactly feeling that way. Replace BRO with MOM.

But then..ONE OF MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!

Okay fine. Challenge accepted.

And so i took a knife and

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.

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KILL MYSELF.

No lah actually i slit my wrist.

NOT!!

TADAH! *cues rounds of applause*

What's more, I MADE ICE-BLENDED MANGO SMOOTHIE. Bloody hell now you know how bored i am. Instead of putting those flesh into my mouth i end up doing more work than i should. (SO Y SHOULDNT MCD HIRE ME?? Lolol.)

And did you know that mangoes are actually good for our skin?? Yusss. I saw that from a television programme. I guess thats what that motivated me doing more work lolol. You just have to pay the price.

What you need are mango flesh, milk, ice blender, honey (or sugar) and ice cubes. No exact amount of ingredients used, it all depends on personal preference. You can also add in aloe vera and yogurt, which, i think, will make it taste a whole lot better. But since there's none in my fridge, oh well..

All you have to do is to put everything inside the blender and switch it on to blend everything well. This is how mine looks like.
The latter looks kinda gross hor wtf.

Pour them into a cup (Or you can directly finish it in the blender wtf. Depends on how lazy you are.) and thats all. Simple and nais!

Whoever says food that are good for health always taste like shit,

GO DIE.

Confusion.

Afraid of losing?

Ah silly.
Not even yours to lose.

Which way??

No idea how to get started. So much thoughts in my mind, yet no idea how to express them, let alone speaking them out loud. Some of my friends are going to colleges soon. I mean real soon, in no time at all. You get that picture.

And me? Odds of me being chosen for Matriculation are slim, though i wouldnt say none. Hence Form 6 is the only, and also the best choice. Why Form 6? Why not colleges?
1. Fees.
2. Which way to go????

That explain all.

I have no idea which course should i take. No doubt i love Science. In the sense of love, i mean i do love gaining knowledge, but exams?? saving lives???? making big impacts for the world?????? Thanks but no thanks. Im not born for that.

More often than not, i get so exhausted of living up to everyone's expectations. Just because im doing fine for F4 and 5 doenst mean that im not under lots of pressure. Peer pressure, maybe. Or is it plain pressure from i myself? Whenever i got so depressed of studying, i try to think about my dreams. Sometimes it works but undoubtedly, talking to my friends helps more.

People have this wrong idea that we shouldnt choose any other pathway just because we're doing fine with Science. Why not business? Why not hotel management? Why not interior design? Why not culinary art? There're no such courses provided in secondary school and hence we're choosing Science instead of Accounts and Arts. Come to think of it, i've actually filled in Art class as my second choice for Form 4. Why not the first choice? Because im afraid of letting my family down. And, sorry if i sound arrogant, i have confidence that i wont be chosen for Art class. Really. I think the teachers would talk me into taking Science even if i insisted taking Art. Can you see my point? Urgh i really suck at explaining things.

My parents wanted my bro to promote me to go straight to USM instead of spending two years for Form 6. I was scared when i heard this. I really was. But my bro and i sort of have this heart and soul thingy although we dont talk much lol. He asked if i've decided which course to choose, what dreams to pursue?

Exactly.

I. Am. No. Doctor. Nor am i some kind of super holiao accountant.

I asked for an ordinary life since the day i was born. Why cant i be a normal OL? Just dealing with paperwork? I dunno. Dodo always tells me that i may not be having a job related to what i've studied for these years. True. So what if i choose Biology and some day in the future im a designer? Does my hard work pay everything off? I know i didnt waste my time studying but i have no intentions to be something i dont want to be. Damn it's so depressing thinking all these. I know my friends have been real helpful and supportive, introducing lotsa interesting courses and asking me to pursue my dream at the same time. But i still cant make my mind up.

Well, if i really gotta choose, which to? Medicine sounds good. Radiation therapy sounds cool. Bioscience seems interesting. White biotech, which i just Wiki-ed, sorta caught my eyes. Or dietitian/nutritionist, which is what i think i love the most?

Which way to go? I truly believe i can do well in whichever field, as long as i want to. So i've got to choose one that worth all my hard work and time, right? See im kiasu like that. Accommodate my plans to earn a living. I disgust myself, lol.

Tired of trying to figure things out. Not hoping anyone to get me out of here, just plain sharing and whining lol, since everyone has their own fair share of problems. Things had looked pretty bad there for a while. But isnt it funny how everything kind of works itself out in the end?

Resolutions for 2012.

Now this is.

1. Make more friends. Learn to socialize.

2. Improve my English. Read more?

3. Be nice to everyone, whether i like him/her or not. It's nice to have somebody be nice to you.

4. Be more caring and supportive. Well, everyone needs love! So there.

5. Keep my comments to myself. Although, i suppose, none of them are deliberate or out of malice.

6. Love my family more. Mm.

7. Smile, no matter what happens.


8. Learn to cook. As well as to cut ( or is it slice? ) fruits. I suck at it lol. LEARN!

9. Try not to siphon off my own frustration into anyone. Try.

10. Expect less and appreciate what i already have.


Yes, a brand new year is approaching. I can feel a floating sensation as every thought and worry in my head is wiped away gently, leaving nothing but a vague, untraceable happiness.

Are you ready for yours?

My 2011.

Not new year resolutions.. YET. Mm havent figured them out. Was flipping through my useless journal and i think it's time to make a summary?

January
Got this shocking news and i was so so so depressed. I thought everything was fine and i was so looking forward to seeing them again. But i went all =(((( haih. Anyway, glad meeting my friends and happy being in 5S1 for some reasons. Not quite love my seat though. First row. Gah. Having new classmates and all that but didnt get close to them and kinda regret it now lol. Sorry Kharnyee haha IMY. =P

February
Started blogging all over again!

It feels horrible not being able to talk to your desk mate.

Celebrated Chienhuey's birthday I WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE I WAS INVITED I WENT ALL :DDDDDDDD LOL.

Joined Christian Fellowship but only went for a few times cuz feeling guilty as both #cheatone Buddhist and "Christian wannabe" lol. Really love it though. I remembered i almost cried when i first heard Puan Choo's prayer. It was so selfless and i was so ashamed of myself, being only praying for myself all these years hmm. Learnt to appreciate, to pray properly ( lol really) and to believe in God. Of course, thank you those who encouraged me to join. =)

March
( I DIDNT WRITE ANYTHING IN MY JOURNAL WTF??? ) I suppose im having my holidays and studying hard for exam? Forgot already. Mmhmm im forgetful like that. DeeDee bought us a new camera and it's damn chio heee.

April
Hmm i wanted to claim it as the darkest month of the year but.. i also did many right things lolol.
Received a text from some anonymous and i remember i was so fed up lol. Umm cant tell much here since it's a public blog but i was so.. firm? Idk lah zhong zhi i made a decision that i would not regret heee. Cheers! Im so grown up leh! LOLOL. Oh and i started a conversation with Talkative. Yeah you lol. And by doing that i gained an amazing friend. I really have no idea how you deal with my unstable-ness leh but thanks for being there whenever i needed you ( except that period of time, you know. YA LAH IM SMALL GAS LIKE THAT. ). I cant believe i've actually spent so much time chatting with you even though im having exams!! Dunno what has gotten into me. No lah kidding it's because i was having so much fun messing around haha. Can suan you somemore hahahahaha #mean. Thanks, for everything. Bff ILY!

Passed Karate grading teehee.

Kind of regret my decision on it but i missed the "golden timing" to sort things out. Should have been more understanding? mature? but i was so depressed and disappointed i cant describe how i felt. Ah dont want to think about it anymore my eyes all filling up with tears already.

My apologies to Yating. I really am so so sorry. I hope that things will still work out between us, somehow?

May
Sort of turned grumpy and emotional at the end of the month lol. For some silly reasons. But anyway, I LEARNT! So, MEH.

June
Still grumpy but i started playing MS lolol. So i kind of forgot my anger and fell in love with Junyong and Chiayuong cuz they're so nice wtf. NO LAH!! They're super rich and generous and SO HELPFUL MAN. Glad having fun with you guys! ;D

There's this super long entry in my journal hmm. Family matters. Move on.

Reminiscence of my ... wtf. Dont feel like telling but darling, if you read this, which is highly impossible, remember IMTF? I hereby sincerely wishing you nothing but the best. =)

First time making muffins at Jy's. THEY TASTED GOOD I SWEAR.

First time being an emcee for concert of school band. Super overwhelmed and kin cheong as well but i guess no one realizes it hahahahaha #proud. Thanks Jia-chenn assisting me and my friends being supportive, came. They saw my #firsttimephailedmakeup and i went all -___- BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU :D

First time joining my class gathering at 火锅之家. Being able to spend time with your friends is priceless. =)

July
EH NOTHING HAPPENS DURING JULY LEH. Except me gila about ... (OMG I FORGOT HIS NAME SHIT) okay Joshua then. *instils happiness* Wtf.

August
ALSO NOTHING HAPPENS!! HOW COULD ME BE THAT LIFELESS? Oh wait i went to library. Does that consider as an event? Wtf cincai la.

September
Farewell for F5 librarians. HAD FUN! AND LOOKED CHIO! In photos la at least.

Made jelly moon cake!! Hmm i feel like having some nao wtf. CAN SOMEONE MAKE SOME FOR ME PWEASE???

October
MY BIRTHDAY. Ahem. The most important event of the year. Got texts and wishes from my friends and im sooooooo loved! ♥

Graduation dinner! Best night of my life. =)

November
Both sad and happy wtf. Having SPM, losing my grands. Thanks for all the encouragements that kept me going, i did my best. =)

Phytoplankton, you're amazing. :D

December
Done SPM. Happy most of the time heee. Went Genting with classmates, unforgettable.

Passed undang with shitty results (-__-).

Drove. Bloody hell i was so damn excited just now i couldnt stop smiling wtf.


Yeah you've finally almost done all the reading lol. Almost nia wtf.

As for 2012, i pray for world peace and no extinction of pandas lolol. I HOPE IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD YET LAH. Havent got my SPM results so i refuse to die before knowing how i did wtf.

Okay be serious, i pray that i'll enjoy 2012 like how i did for 2011. I know they're just normal days, days like any other. But most of all, they were the days in which everything was exactly the way it should be. So, be grateful and appreciate everything you have. Who knows tomorrow or Death comes first?

Blessed year ahead, everyone. All the best to you. =)

What i've been doing lately..

Tadah!

Reading. And also Princess Diaries Collection by Meg Cabot. Borrowed from Jy heee thankhew so much! But im reading in a real slow speed cuz the faster i go, the sooner i'll get bored again lol. But anyway i've done this one *points at the picture* and i currently am re-reading. Come to think of it, it's actually what i do all the time leh. Read and read and read until im not longer interested in it. But this one is nice, 遗憾美 ma lolol. HAVE YOU BOUGHT IT YET???

Tweeting. Aka talking crap. BAH.

Gotong-royong. BUT!! Vans happily passed all his Form 6 books to me yesterday and that made my shelves loaded again.

Greetings!

Picture taken at Genting.

I hope that you'll be reading this after Christmas lolol. For your own good okay!! That means you're celebrating it, right? And me being as #Foreveralone as usual, i'll be spending the night in my own room.Pathetic? You bet it is.

BUT ANYWAY!! It's the season of love and appreciation so!! *regains happiness* Nothing's gonna ruin my mood today. =D=D Yep, just because it's Christmas Eve!

"Bless us Lord, this Christmas, with quietness of mind; teach us to be patient and always to be kind. Christmas is doing a little something extra for someone.
Christians awake salute the happy morn; Whereon the Saviour of the world was born.
Blessed Christmas to all and most of all Blessed Birthday to our dear Lord Jesus Christ."

Quotes Pn Felicia. =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A GREAT ONE EVERYONE! ♥♥♥

I forgot to say...

That i finally got to hang out with my addictions OH EM GEE i miss shopping with them!! <3
No this is not a wash room.

And i must admit that Yh seems to look pwettier hahahaha cuz of the way she dresses? Or is it the power of lurve??? Idk lah fan zheng we all look chio-er. =DDONT YOU AGREE??? LOLOL. My hair looks great.

Listening to Christmas songs make me feel.. JELLY? Idk lol. And i Fell. For. Red. Y I NO LOVE IT EARLIER?? Anyways we met Junyong who's working at Chattime. Didnt talk much though. But he looked really cute with the red Christmas hat hahahaha. Did i say i love all the things i bought? Oh i didnt. THEN I LOVE ALL OF THEM I CAN SIT THERE WATCHING THEM AND SMILE HAHAHA CRAZY RIGHT.

I LOVE SHOPPING

*cues shopaholic images* LOLOL no lah.

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IM SO EXCITED CUZ I JUST FINISHED READING NAPBAS POSTS OMG I ALMOST CRIED. IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM WTF IT'S LIKE, YES I KNEW I'VE CHOSEN THE BEST BLOG(S) TO READ. MILLIONS OF CONGRATS! AND LOVE! <3


P/S : Oh how i miss blogging. I mean, talking crap.

Meh undang.

Posted this because i looked chio. *ahem* CANNOT MEH.

I've just taken my undang test and i passed. Dont want to tell you how siasui my marks are but MEH zhong zhi i passed. Oh btw i promised to be more sociable so i actually did try to socialize a bit and thats why nao i haz a new fwen to keep me company during boring undang courses. :D See if my muka is tembok enough to request for a photo with her la then perhaps you get to see who is that hehe. Jy says she's like combination of Stella and Yuhmiin ( cuz she met her just now ) LOLOLOLOL quite.

Y I NO REALIZE???

Post SPM

Yep im so lazy to get this post a title so i'd just write whatever comes into my mind first. Nowadays my friends are either working, travelling or staying at home doing nothing LOL. Im the last one. NOT THAT IM LAZY OK. I have things to do. I mean, really. Next week. Next week i'll get myself something to do. Which means im still free for these few days teehee.

I have not even cleared my book shelf leh. I know im lazy like what but there's a huge pile of them lying quietly and why should i be bothered to throw them out??? They look so innocent and unoffensive and bla bla bla alasan banyak i know. =P

Oh btw i came back from Genting like two or three days ago and i intended to blog about it BUT!! I realized i didnt take lotsa pics as i've expected so no. Still, i had fun with my classmates and they're damn awesome haih so she bu de them. This trip is going to occupy a BIGGIE BIGGIE SUPER BIGGIE space of my brain cuz there're wonderful times shared together! ♥ Erm erm details will be written in my journal cuz dont want to tell you guys too much or else you go tell him tell her then i bo chun dy hehe.

Watched Petaling Street Warriors at Genting and i actually skipped this scene,
Too scary for people like me wtf. I literally hid behind my hands and bag LOLOLOLOLOL.

And and and i'll remember this movie for the rest of my life cuz i was sitting next to... YOU KNOW LA. And then i kept laughing when i realized that British guy sounded exactly like NET. IKR. THEIR HANDS. Too bad i cant find a picture to prove me right hmm.
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I have this very out-of-topic-ish lesson learnt after the trip which is, I HAVE TO BE MORE SOCIABLE. I swear i will at least try lah. Can anyone possibly help me? Mmmhmm.

HAD FUN IN GENTING. LOTSA LOVE FOR YOU GUYS <3 <3 =D



P/S : Stop missing me dy im hachiu-ing non-stop.

P/P/S : OH MAYBE IM SICK GRR.

♥

Love is in the air and i can feel it and im practically smiling for the whole day dy hahahahaha. Congrats and last long long! As for Aud and Tim who engaged, WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAPPY MAX!!! Hahahaha like im engaged or what!! DAMN HAPPY YOR


P/S : READ THIS AND THIS

December.

Dont have to worry about stupid ticker tape that i would never ever understand anymore! =D

I promised i would not blog in November so i figured i'd blog right after November Lol.

And since im so bored that i keep stalking people on Facebook wtf im damn bored i know.

Im glad that November is finally over it's like PHEWWWW. Whenever i think back about the whole month i sort of pei fu myself wtf. Sorry ah im so layzee to correct my grammar and i'd rather type han yu pin yin which confuses you readers.

Well actually, another grandpa of mine passed away as well. Yeah i mean both of them are gone in the same month. But im so much closer to him than grandpa. Okay i know you're confused. I'll call them yeye and grandpa. Im closer to yeye. Sorta cried like shit last Sunday haha. But i have this video of his birthday in my pendrive so i get to see his face whenever i miss him. He looked so much happier and healthier back then. He even blushed when mama kissed him on the cheek ♥

Idk if im being superstitious or what la but i think my two grandpas and of course, God helped me in SPM. I mean, REALLY. Im soooooo thankful for that. Im practically praying and saying thank you to Him whenever i remembered that. I truly believe that He would bless me no matter what happens. God wouldn't put us through what we couldn't handle. =)

Also, DONT GIVE UP ON CHINESE!! LOLOLOL.

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BLESSED BIRTHDAY

EXACTLY WHAT THE TITLE SAYS.

TO MY DEAREST DARLING, JIE YING.

LOTSA LOTSA LOVE TO YOU!! MWAAAH <3 <3



Sorry for my shitty editing skill LOL.