Resolutions for 2012.

Now this is.

1. Make more friends. Learn to socialize.

2. Improve my English. Read more?

3. Be nice to everyone, whether i like him/her or not. It's nice to have somebody be nice to you.

4. Be more caring and supportive. Well, everyone needs love! So there.

5. Keep my comments to myself. Although, i suppose, none of them are deliberate or out of malice.

6. Love my family more. Mm.

7. Smile, no matter what happens.


8. Learn to cook. As well as to cut ( or is it slice? ) fruits. I suck at it lol. LEARN!

9. Try not to siphon off my own frustration into anyone. Try.

10. Expect less and appreciate what i already have.


Yes, a brand new year is approaching. I can feel a floating sensation as every thought and worry in my head is wiped away gently, leaving nothing but a vague, untraceable happiness.

Are you ready for yours?

My 2011.

Not new year resolutions.. YET. Mm havent figured them out. Was flipping through my useless journal and i think it's time to make a summary?

January
Got this shocking news and i was so so so depressed. I thought everything was fine and i was so looking forward to seeing them again. But i went all =(((( haih. Anyway, glad meeting my friends and happy being in 5S1 for some reasons. Not quite love my seat though. First row. Gah. Having new classmates and all that but didnt get close to them and kinda regret it now lol. Sorry Kharnyee haha IMY. =P

February
Started blogging all over again!

It feels horrible not being able to talk to your desk mate.

Celebrated Chienhuey's birthday I WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE I WAS INVITED I WENT ALL :DDDDDDDD LOL.

Joined Christian Fellowship but only went for a few times cuz feeling guilty as both #cheatone Buddhist and "Christian wannabe" lol. Really love it though. I remembered i almost cried when i first heard Puan Choo's prayer. It was so selfless and i was so ashamed of myself, being only praying for myself all these years hmm. Learnt to appreciate, to pray properly ( lol really) and to believe in God. Of course, thank you those who encouraged me to join. =)

March
( I DIDNT WRITE ANYTHING IN MY JOURNAL WTF??? ) I suppose im having my holidays and studying hard for exam? Forgot already. Mmhmm im forgetful like that. DeeDee bought us a new camera and it's damn chio heee.

April
Hmm i wanted to claim it as the darkest month of the year but.. i also did many right things lolol.
Received a text from some anonymous and i remember i was so fed up lol. Umm cant tell much here since it's a public blog but i was so.. firm? Idk lah zhong zhi i made a decision that i would not regret heee. Cheers! Im so grown up leh! LOLOL. Oh and i started a conversation with Talkative. Yeah you lol. And by doing that i gained an amazing friend. I really have no idea how you deal with my unstable-ness leh but thanks for being there whenever i needed you ( except that period of time, you know. YA LAH IM SMALL GAS LIKE THAT. ). I cant believe i've actually spent so much time chatting with you even though im having exams!! Dunno what has gotten into me. No lah kidding it's because i was having so much fun messing around haha. Can suan you somemore hahahahaha #mean. Thanks, for everything. Bff ILY!

Passed Karate grading teehee.

Kind of regret my decision on it but i missed the "golden timing" to sort things out. Should have been more understanding? mature? but i was so depressed and disappointed i cant describe how i felt. Ah dont want to think about it anymore my eyes all filling up with tears already.

My apologies to Yating. I really am so so sorry. I hope that things will still work out between us, somehow?

May
Sort of turned grumpy and emotional at the end of the month lol. For some silly reasons. But anyway, I LEARNT! So, MEH.

June
Still grumpy but i started playing MS lolol. So i kind of forgot my anger and fell in love with Junyong and Chiayuong cuz they're so nice wtf. NO LAH!! They're super rich and generous and SO HELPFUL MAN. Glad having fun with you guys! ;D

There's this super long entry in my journal hmm. Family matters. Move on.

Reminiscence of my ... wtf. Dont feel like telling but darling, if you read this, which is highly impossible, remember IMTF? I hereby sincerely wishing you nothing but the best. =)

First time making muffins at Jy's. THEY TASTED GOOD I SWEAR.

First time being an emcee for concert of school band. Super overwhelmed and kin cheong as well but i guess no one realizes it hahahahaha #proud. Thanks Jia-chenn assisting me and my friends being supportive, came. They saw my #firsttimephailedmakeup and i went all -___- BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU :D

First time joining my class gathering at 火锅之家. Being able to spend time with your friends is priceless. =)

July
EH NOTHING HAPPENS DURING JULY LEH. Except me gila about ... (OMG I FORGOT HIS NAME SHIT) okay Joshua then. *instils happiness* Wtf.

August
ALSO NOTHING HAPPENS!! HOW COULD ME BE THAT LIFELESS? Oh wait i went to library. Does that consider as an event? Wtf cincai la.

September
Farewell for F5 librarians. HAD FUN! AND LOOKED CHIO! In photos la at least.

Made jelly moon cake!! Hmm i feel like having some nao wtf. CAN SOMEONE MAKE SOME FOR ME PWEASE???

October
MY BIRTHDAY. Ahem. The most important event of the year. Got texts and wishes from my friends and im sooooooo loved! ♥

Graduation dinner! Best night of my life. =)

November
Both sad and happy wtf. Having SPM, losing my grands. Thanks for all the encouragements that kept me going, i did my best. =)

Phytoplankton, you're amazing. :D

December
Done SPM. Happy most of the time heee. Went Genting with classmates, unforgettable.

Passed undang with shitty results (-__-).

Drove. Bloody hell i was so damn excited just now i couldnt stop smiling wtf.


Yeah you've finally almost done all the reading lol. Almost nia wtf.

As for 2012, i pray for world peace and no extinction of pandas lolol. I HOPE IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD YET LAH. Havent got my SPM results so i refuse to die before knowing how i did wtf.

Okay be serious, i pray that i'll enjoy 2012 like how i did for 2011. I know they're just normal days, days like any other. But most of all, they were the days in which everything was exactly the way it should be. So, be grateful and appreciate everything you have. Who knows tomorrow or Death comes first?

Blessed year ahead, everyone. All the best to you. =)

What i've been doing lately..

Tadah!

Reading. And also Princess Diaries Collection by Meg Cabot. Borrowed from Jy heee thankhew so much! But im reading in a real slow speed cuz the faster i go, the sooner i'll get bored again lol. But anyway i've done this one *points at the picture* and i currently am re-reading. Come to think of it, it's actually what i do all the time leh. Read and read and read until im not longer interested in it. But this one is nice, 遗憾美 ma lolol. HAVE YOU BOUGHT IT YET???

Tweeting. Aka talking crap. BAH.

Gotong-royong. BUT!! Vans happily passed all his Form 6 books to me yesterday and that made my shelves loaded again.

Greetings!

Picture taken at Genting.

I hope that you'll be reading this after Christmas lolol. For your own good okay!! That means you're celebrating it, right? And me being as #Foreveralone as usual, i'll be spending the night in my own room.Pathetic? You bet it is.

BUT ANYWAY!! It's the season of love and appreciation so!! *regains happiness* Nothing's gonna ruin my mood today. =D=D Yep, just because it's Christmas Eve!

"Bless us Lord, this Christmas, with quietness of mind; teach us to be patient and always to be kind. Christmas is doing a little something extra for someone.
Christians awake salute the happy morn; Whereon the Saviour of the world was born.
Blessed Christmas to all and most of all Blessed Birthday to our dear Lord Jesus Christ."

Quotes Pn Felicia. =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A GREAT ONE EVERYONE! ♥♥♥

I forgot to say...

That i finally got to hang out with my addictions OH EM GEE i miss shopping with them!! <3
No this is not a wash room.

And i must admit that Yh seems to look pwettier hahahaha cuz of the way she dresses? Or is it the power of lurve??? Idk lah fan zheng we all look chio-er. =DDONT YOU AGREE??? LOLOL. My hair looks great.

Listening to Christmas songs make me feel.. JELLY? Idk lol. And i Fell. For. Red. Y I NO LOVE IT EARLIER?? Anyways we met Junyong who's working at Chattime. Didnt talk much though. But he looked really cute with the red Christmas hat hahahaha. Did i say i love all the things i bought? Oh i didnt. THEN I LOVE ALL OF THEM I CAN SIT THERE WATCHING THEM AND SMILE HAHAHA CRAZY RIGHT.

I LOVE SHOPPING

*cues shopaholic images* LOLOL no lah.

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IM SO EXCITED CUZ I JUST FINISHED READING NAPBAS POSTS OMG I ALMOST CRIED. IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM WTF IT'S LIKE, YES I KNEW I'VE CHOSEN THE BEST BLOG(S) TO READ. MILLIONS OF CONGRATS! AND LOVE! <3


P/S : Oh how i miss blogging. I mean, talking crap.

Meh undang.

Posted this because i looked chio. *ahem* CANNOT MEH.

I've just taken my undang test and i passed. Dont want to tell you how siasui my marks are but MEH zhong zhi i passed. Oh btw i promised to be more sociable so i actually did try to socialize a bit and thats why nao i haz a new fwen to keep me company during boring undang courses. :D See if my muka is tembok enough to request for a photo with her la then perhaps you get to see who is that hehe. Jy says she's like combination of Stella and Yuhmiin ( cuz she met her just now ) LOLOLOLOL quite.

Y I NO REALIZE???

Post SPM

Yep im so lazy to get this post a title so i'd just write whatever comes into my mind first. Nowadays my friends are either working, travelling or staying at home doing nothing LOL. Im the last one. NOT THAT IM LAZY OK. I have things to do. I mean, really. Next week. Next week i'll get myself something to do. Which means im still free for these few days teehee.

I have not even cleared my book shelf leh. I know im lazy like what but there's a huge pile of them lying quietly and why should i be bothered to throw them out??? They look so innocent and unoffensive and bla bla bla alasan banyak i know. =P

Oh btw i came back from Genting like two or three days ago and i intended to blog about it BUT!! I realized i didnt take lotsa pics as i've expected so no. Still, i had fun with my classmates and they're damn awesome haih so she bu de them. This trip is going to occupy a BIGGIE BIGGIE SUPER BIGGIE space of my brain cuz there're wonderful times shared together! ♥ Erm erm details will be written in my journal cuz dont want to tell you guys too much or else you go tell him tell her then i bo chun dy hehe.

Watched Petaling Street Warriors at Genting and i actually skipped this scene,
Too scary for people like me wtf. I literally hid behind my hands and bag LOLOLOLOLOL.

And and and i'll remember this movie for the rest of my life cuz i was sitting next to... YOU KNOW LA. And then i kept laughing when i realized that British guy sounded exactly like NET. IKR. THEIR HANDS. Too bad i cant find a picture to prove me right hmm.
#trollface.jpg

I have this very out-of-topic-ish lesson learnt after the trip which is, I HAVE TO BE MORE SOCIABLE. I swear i will at least try lah. Can anyone possibly help me? Mmmhmm.

HAD FUN IN GENTING. LOTSA LOVE FOR YOU GUYS <3 <3 =D



P/S : Stop missing me dy im hachiu-ing non-stop.

P/P/S : OH MAYBE IM SICK GRR.

♥

Love is in the air and i can feel it and im practically smiling for the whole day dy hahahahaha. Congrats and last long long! As for Aud and Tim who engaged, WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAPPY MAX!!! Hahahaha like im engaged or what!! DAMN HAPPY YOR


P/S : READ THIS AND THIS

December.

Dont have to worry about stupid ticker tape that i would never ever understand anymore! =D

I promised i would not blog in November so i figured i'd blog right after November Lol.

And since im so bored that i keep stalking people on Facebook wtf im damn bored i know.

Im glad that November is finally over it's like PHEWWWW. Whenever i think back about the whole month i sort of pei fu myself wtf. Sorry ah im so layzee to correct my grammar and i'd rather type han yu pin yin which confuses you readers.

Well actually, another grandpa of mine passed away as well. Yeah i mean both of them are gone in the same month. But im so much closer to him than grandpa. Okay i know you're confused. I'll call them yeye and grandpa. Im closer to yeye. Sorta cried like shit last Sunday haha. But i have this video of his birthday in my pendrive so i get to see his face whenever i miss him. He looked so much happier and healthier back then. He even blushed when mama kissed him on the cheek ♥

Idk if im being superstitious or what la but i think my two grandpas and of course, God helped me in SPM. I mean, REALLY. Im soooooo thankful for that. Im practically praying and saying thank you to Him whenever i remembered that. I truly believe that He would bless me no matter what happens. God wouldn't put us through what we couldn't handle. =)

Also, DONT GIVE UP ON CHINESE!! LOLOLOL.

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BLESSED BIRTHDAY

EXACTLY WHAT THE TITLE SAYS.

TO MY DEAREST DARLING, JIE YING.

LOTSA LOTSA LOVE TO YOU!! MWAAAH <3 <3



Sorry for my shitty editing skill LOL.

Kiasu

YENG ANOT!!

Say yes ah LOLOLOLOL.

Didnt know that i look like this when i dont smile. :3

Thinking of changing Facebook profile pic (not this one la more chio one #Buaypaiseh.) but i scare bo lang chap me (A.k.a. no one Likes it. #Refertothetitleplease.)

Not going to blog for the rest of November so DO MISS ME K!! <3 <3

BEST OF LUCK IN SPM I WANT STRAIGHT A's (Er er straight A+ can? COS PPL SAY YOU AIM HIGHER HA THEN EVEN IF YOU CANT GET WHAT YOU WANT ALSO WONT SO CHA ONE #Sayiizkiasualready.) !!

Im mad. -_____-

11/11/11

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MOMMY AND DADDY!

I LOVE YOU! ♥

The Only Exception

Have you ever listened closely to this song?

I've got a tight grip on reality but i cant, let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up, leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream.

I love every single word of this song and i literally am singing it every single day. ♥

Im so so so tired i dont know how to make it tonight.

And the only good thing thats happening is that i know i have great friends.

Thank you for being here with me. ♥


P/S : Cried reading this, Ying. Thanks. Lotsa love. :)

A great man.

I remember when i was little, i always went to my Gran's house with my mum. And every time i got there, the first thing i did is to run over to the grocery shop and buy Mamee. When i came back, i'd sit on the chair beside my grandad and watch him sleeping.

Sometimes he'd stir. And next, he'd wake up and stuff a ten ringgit bill into my hand and ask me to buy myself an ice-cream. Of course i'd say no to him and refuse to take those money. He'd be angry and get up to buy me one himself. I can still remember the vivid image of him walking slowly, mumbling something i couldnt hear. He used to tease my cousin and i about our long hair. And he used to call my gran some weird names and laughed at her.

But in these years, after they'd moved into an apartment, all that he'd do is lying on bed, moaning in pain.

Just a few hours ago, my mum received a phone call and she went out. I didnt follow, for i knew i couldnt handle the situation. I saw him just a few days ago, my heart aches. I didnt know what could i say or do. Watching him lying in bed, mumbling words that i couldnt understand makes everything feel wrong. He should be happily teasing my hair, he should be buying me junk food, he should be making routine conversation, he should be doing whatever he did. But he seemed so helpless. He wouldnt let anyone touch him because he'd groan in pain.

Have you ever wanted to do something so much, but all that you can do is nothing, nothing at all? The pain is... unbearable.


Mum just ringed me and said, he's gone.

After he'd been suffering from these torturous pain for so many days and nights, i thanked God, for grandad doesnt have to suffer anymore. It must be a good thing for him to be able to get away.

He may not be the best man in the world, but he's good enough to be a dad and a grandad. Granny had been with him all along, and that's what love truly is.

Goodbye, i know you'll be watching and laughing at us up there.

We love you. :')

The Best Night.

Was really really happy last night and i get all excited this morning LOLOLOL. But now im very tired cos i get little sleep last night cos cos cos i have a very good reason for that! :P Plus the rude MC of the seminar just nao made me feel sleepy. Luckily i got Nescafe this morning so i could still stay up straight till now hmm.

BUT!! If the world ends tomorrow hor, i think im the happiest one. Die also mien kin hahahaha :DDDD

Will upload pics some other time because im not at home now.

Good luck and all the best in SPM, dears!!


P/S : I haz a very nais wallpaper for my phone nao mwahahahaha. See also happy :P

BRB.

Things are getting complicated for me these days. Lotsa shits are happening and SPM is approaching. So i think i shall stop blogging for a while before things are finalized and when im less emotional. Really hope that they'll turn out fine but since im not the one who gets to make the decisions, i'll just pray.
Will be fine.

=)

#Quote

I made the mistake of letting you go.
You made the mistake of watching me leave while you still loved me.

DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION. DEMAND FOR CONCENTRATED LOVE POTION.

I HATE HOTMAIL.

2011 state paper

Suddenly dont feel like doing anything so i went online and found this awesome link which contains a few sets of 2011 state paper. If you were looking for them then here you are! Just print them out and finish them, got answer somemore!! LOLOLOL. Not sure how many people got it already but still! USEFUL.

You're welcome. :D

Announcements.

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! *waves franctically

Yes im making a very important announcement first.

Attention please.

*clears throat*

I. AM. ALIVE.

I know you'll be 'duhhhh'. :D

Had fun in school today cos we were having paper plane fight LOLOLOLOLOL. Childish max i know. But you'll never know the fun until you're really into it. Like how i didnt know i'd be sweating like hell by just throwing the planes over. And we were laughing hysterically when JieYing was chasing JunYong around. Ah poor thing haha.

Oh another announcement is that im done with my trials and i think im okay with it cos i had shitloads of tips. Kinda worried you know cos the next exam im taking is the

Ass Pee Em.

ALREADY???

And my graduation dinner comes first. I feel like im super old in my school i practically need a wheelchair to move around. *clutches hair with eyes wide open*

Okay also im here informing you guys 4th of October is approaching and id like to wish all the third-formers all the best in PMR! PMR is like sup sup water cos you can minie minie mai ne mo wtf i dont know how to spell that but all in all, you get to pick a logical answer out of three other stupid answers!

Kidding lah actually im trying to remind you my birthday mwahahahaha!


I assume all of you miss me, so there! Pinkie slippers, i miss you. :(

Oh a bad news that er.. you can see the photo above shows that i was taking this with my old camera. It was taken when i went to Hatyai. So er.. no recent photos of me for these few weeks (or months, i've no idea how long it would be.) cos my camera is stolen.

By Vans. Lol.

Oh oh im currently watching Glee. Season one nia lah. I know my pace is like three millions slower than other people but, believe me, I KEN PICK UP REAL SOON ONE!!

You'll see.

You can marry me.

Because i know how to make #Cheatone mooncake wtf.

AND IM GOING TO SHARE IT WITH YOU!! I know im awesome TY TY. :D


Strawberry Yoghurt Jelly Mooncake.
Ingredients needed for yoghurt agar-agar filing:
150ml water
50g sugar
1/8 teaspoon salt (Yes you do need salt. I was like, WAH WHY NEED SALT ONE!! Wtf.)
2 tablespoons instant agar-agar powder
150ml fresh milk
150ml yoghurt
1/2 tablespoon corn flour
A container
A wire whisk
A bowl
(I know the last three things are not considered as ingredients but i kennot think of a proper category for them. What? Apparatus?)

OK anyway,

Method making filling:
1. Mix in sugar, salt and agar-agar powder.
2. Stir to mix and add in water and milk.
3. Cook over low heat and stir with a wire whisk.

4. Combine yoghurt with corn flour. (And that's why you need another person to help you out cos you must not stop stirring that stuff or it will harden then you'll wail in the kitchen and that's none of my business nyehehehehe.)

5. Add yoghurt mixture into the complex mixture. LOLOLOLOL i mean that thingy you have to stirred it all the time. Yes, that. Add yoghurt mixture into it and boil it again. (And by then it smells super nais!!! Combination of milk and yoghurt ish heaven ♥♥)

Oh no pics for you cos i was obssessed.

6. Pour yoghurt jelly mixture into a container and allow them to cool down completely.
7. Cut them into smaller pieces to be placed inside the mold later on.


Ingredients needed for mooncake jelly skin:
70g sugar
1/4 tablespoon salt (Again.)
3 tablespoons instant agar-agar powder
300ml water
Pink food colouring (If you want to be environmental friendly then skip this. I dont.)

Method making jelly skin:
1. Mix sugar, salt and agar-agar powder (DONT PUT IN CORN FLOUR COS I DID THAT MISTAKE wtf. #lousy).

2. Stir continuously with a wire whisk until the mixture starts to bubble, i.e. boil.(This pic is to remind you to to boil it over low heat.)

3. Turn off heat and add a tiny little bit of pink food colouring (If you're as un-environmental friendly as i am).


Nao we're heading to the #Cheatone mookcake part:
1. Pour a few cm layer of mooncake jelly skin mixture into a mooncake mold, allow it to cool until almost set. I repeat, almost, not completely.

2. Place a yoghurt filling in the center of the mold. (But oh maybe you like it going sideways so it's your preference.)

3. Top up with mooncake jelly skin mixture, allow it to cool completely and place them in your fridge.

I know my explanation is kinda hard to understand for human so i show you this pic and hope that it somehow helps you human beings a bit.
(Yes, we aliens are aweshume.)

DONE ALREADY.


OK the picture from recipe book looks like this.
I know right, mine are tinier and cuter!! :D :D

Have fun making #Cheatone jelly mooncake!

My trial is starting next Tuesday (Yes i dont count Civics as one of it.) and im practically wasting my time making #Cheatone mooncakes and blogging bout them but!! I swear on jelly mooncakes i will work harder on my studies from tonight onwards.

Jelly mooncakes, "WHAT DOES THAT HAVE GOT TO DO WITH US??!???!!"

Lol bo liao. -_-"

But anyway! I figure the worst that may happen to me is to sleep a little less and look a little more like a zombie.

Ah scrap the zomble part. I want to look like a vampire cos vampires are beautiful and smell good and have good visions and are attractive and *endless list*. But i will be a vegetarian one and feed on jelly mooncakes instead of human blood wtf.

Will blog less in September.

DO MISS ME OK!!!

Happy mooncake Fest!

Yes this photo of me has got nothing to do with the Mooncake Festival. Im merely showing off my new glasses. *flings hair*